I NEED SLEEP

So its 6:23 in the AM and I'm wide awake AGAIN. I woke up around 3:30 AGAIN. I can't seem to sleep past 3:30. I'm going to start accepting donations of sleep meds. Send your sleep meds, prescription preferably, to Injun Jim. This is kinda getting frustrating, it really is. My work schedule is the culprit here and i'm losing it slowly. I need like a month off to do nothing but sleep and I should be fine.

I was channel surfing this morning around 4 and I found myself getting disgusted with the tv cuz of all the paid programming on. Seriously there were no shows on except for like TV land and some of the music channels. Theres only so much of Lil Wayne I can take. Okay I really can't stand the guy, He's a rapper if you dont know who he is and he's full of tattoos and seriously has the most annoying voice of anyone i've ever heard. I dont know why he's the shit all of a sudden in the rap world. Seriously, all of these music channels are on the same playlist. I just changed from MTV hits to Fuse to MTV Jams and he's on all 3.

So I had this really good idea. I'm going to quit my job and open a bar. I've already got a couple people on board (haha) but i'm afraid i'd end up being an alcoholic. You know, its been a long time since I went downtown and just got drunk. Like drunk drunk. Drinking is overrated anymore. I feel old because I go to a bar and all the young college kids who are 21 are there. I'm only 23 but still, you sit and wonder, "was I like that when I was that age?" So the Pressbox, a bar here in town had a fire a few days back. I'm thinking, why not open a better bar. Face it, the Pressbox had better days and in recent years, it's gone down hill. It used to be the place to go, Packed to the rafters every night. Now it seems like a cliche.

I'm still eagerly awaiting my 2 new books from Amazon.com. Yeah, big spender, ordering a whole 2 books. One book, The God Delusion by Dawkins, I really want to read. Its basically about disproving the existence of God by a devout atheist. I dont know if atheists can be devout but its sort of a religion, an ant-religion. I dont know why I want to read it but hey, i figured it should be good. I also ordered a book about economic development on American Indian reservations. This subject area became an interest of mine in college and I'm still interested in it.

Its 6:34 and i'm still wide awake... I hear the garbage truck backing up to empty the dumpster. I want to see the Vice-Presidential debate on Thursday, I think its Thursday. With all thats going on in the U.S., I want to remind myself of how crappy everything is. Oh Oh, I feel my eyelids getting heavy, no it was just a sneeze. So yeah, Debates, I like to watch the debate and only the debate. I like Jim Lehrer as the host. He seems to not get caught up in all the taking sides crap. Time to get off the cross I know.

I'm looking to watch a couple movies if I ever get the time to. Halloween is coming up in a month, I like all the old horror movies that should be coming on pretty soon. The Halloween series, the Nightmare on Elm Street. All those good movies from the 70s and 80s without all the special effects. The good old blood and guts movies ya know? So back to the bar, I'm thinkin classic bar, a few pool tables. No video lottery machines, they always bring in those certain people that never spend money on beer but only on the machines. Darts, maybe some dart machines. Not a sports bar. Not a typical College bar. I guess I dont know what I want but just a bar. Okay I'm going to go do something else while I'm wide awake. I'm want some french toast.